I’ve been away for so long….all I can say is that it’s a weird energetic time. I feel like an untethered balloon, which sounds really fun, but in actuality is just strange. There is so much change going on in my world. Good change, true, but I think change is always unsettling, and nothing I did before feels right to me. I’m literally trying on clothes, feeling like they’re “not me” and putting them in the donation bag. It’s like I’m a guest in my own life, like I’m looking at it from the outside in. The only time I feel the flow is when I’m in session, in communion with my tribe, or dancing! And it’s not just clothes that I’m releasing – old techniques that used to center me aren’t working. Oooh la la, I sound so whiny! Not my intention, but sheesh, this is UNCOMFORTABLE!
So, what is working? Being kind to myself. Being present and asking myself for just 1 tiny step forward to what I know I need to accomplish. Not judging this process. Being with friends that make me laugh. Feeding myself good stuff------ be it food, words, or music.
I can’t figure out why it’s so hard to do this stuff right now, but I guess that’s the whole point.
I don’t have to know the why, I just get to do the stuff.
The stuff that centers. The stuff that heals. The oil to the joints of life that makes things move better. And then itdoes move better. And then I’m moving again and before I know it I’ve finished a thought to you, dear friend, and I’m back in the flow of this wonderful thing I call my life! Thanks for being on the other end of this missive, holding the string......... It’s really good to know that people like you are in the world.
My goodness, I’ve got my feet on the path again, thanks to you ;) Talk to you next week…..